So I've been neglecting everything (what else is new?) mainly because of the boyfriend. He's on break so he picks me up after school and we hang out from 2:30 - 5:30 and I go home, eat dinner, try to do my homework but make a pathetic effort, and then go to sleep.
Umm... school is school, it's so strange to read all your blogs on college and meeting new room-mates and stuff while I'm still in this familiar environment that I'm so comfortable with. I guess my "easing-in" was to America :p
Miss everyone and NZ so much, even though everything here is great.
I'm gonna be able to make my decisions about college by april 2nd I think (that's when I hear back from the last college - Stanford), but my mind is already set on Otago... so I'm hoping they'll let me take two semesters of classes in one.
America is great and all, and I know I'd get some shit from people if I went back because they think I can't make it in the states. But the truth of the matter is, I feel like my world perception is getting warped and too US-centric, I'm terrified of becoming like these people with their little social groups and closed-mindedness. Perhaps it's just where I am right now and college will be better, who knows?
The only colleges I'd stay in the states for is Brown Uni, Stanford, or the UConn combined medical program (get a MD in 6 years instead of 4 undergrad + 4 grad). Fingers crossed guys.
I feel sort of stressed right now and have no real justification for that.
<3 you all
-Lisa
About Me
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Dear everyone...
I feel terrible for having neglected my blog for so long. Life has been really very hectic and busy lately and I've finally got a small break to let me catch my breath again. Where to start?
I guess with the most important thing... there's a boy in my life. Hahahahaha yes, at the moment it's the most important thing (I know I'm disregarding college stuff but whatever, I'll get to that in a bit). His name is Greg, and I believe I've talked to a few of you online about him already.
I met him at a dinner party at his house... long story. And we started dating on the 7th of this month. It's been a week and two days but we've talked every night for at least 20 days I think, often 'til 2-3 a.m. and I really really really like him. I don't think I've felt this way about any other guy before (and you all know that that's saying something!), but I'm terrified that this wont last because we're going to different colleges and we both know that this will inevitably end. Right now though, it's so perfect... so I guess all I can do is go with it. Even though I know how it will end, the journey isn't any less worthwhile.
Aside from boy, I'm currently on a week long February winter break... yay! catch up on sleep, school work, and you guys =]
I've been accepted into UConn so far (the state school... but who really wants to go there anyway?) and am still waiting to hear back from Uni of Vermont, Uni of New Haven, Boston Uni, Brown Uni, and Stanford... fingers crossed on Brown. It's the only one I really want to go to anyway.
I've picked up an old acoustic and am trying to learn a few simple songs in my spare time... not going amazing hahaha but oh well.
Still cooking lots and having a great time doing so... as for my art, I've been doing lots of studies for my concentration but basically all the art I've been doing is for my school portfolio *sigh* there's just not enough time to do everything I want! Have about 10 books lined up on my bedstands to read, should really get to those sometime soon.
And Anna, I'm pretty sure I'll be here June/early July because I don't get out of school 'til then hahaha. Plans for the summer I haven't really set in stone yet, can't think about it until I know where I'm going for university.
I just made a huge dinner (and sliced part of my index finger in the process... oh well, no blood) and dad's home with the rolls so we can start =]
I'll check out all your blogs to get updates on where and what you're all up to.
<3 Forever and always
Lisa xx
I guess with the most important thing... there's a boy in my life. Hahahahaha yes, at the moment it's the most important thing (I know I'm disregarding college stuff but whatever, I'll get to that in a bit). His name is Greg, and I believe I've talked to a few of you online about him already.
I met him at a dinner party at his house... long story. And we started dating on the 7th of this month. It's been a week and two days but we've talked every night for at least 20 days I think, often 'til 2-3 a.m. and I really really really like him. I don't think I've felt this way about any other guy before (and you all know that that's saying something!), but I'm terrified that this wont last because we're going to different colleges and we both know that this will inevitably end. Right now though, it's so perfect... so I guess all I can do is go with it. Even though I know how it will end, the journey isn't any less worthwhile.
Aside from boy, I'm currently on a week long February winter break... yay! catch up on sleep, school work, and you guys =]
I've been accepted into UConn so far (the state school... but who really wants to go there anyway?) and am still waiting to hear back from Uni of Vermont, Uni of New Haven, Boston Uni, Brown Uni, and Stanford... fingers crossed on Brown. It's the only one I really want to go to anyway.
I've picked up an old acoustic and am trying to learn a few simple songs in my spare time... not going amazing hahaha but oh well.
Still cooking lots and having a great time doing so... as for my art, I've been doing lots of studies for my concentration but basically all the art I've been doing is for my school portfolio *sigh* there's just not enough time to do everything I want! Have about 10 books lined up on my bedstands to read, should really get to those sometime soon.
And Anna, I'm pretty sure I'll be here June/early July because I don't get out of school 'til then hahaha. Plans for the summer I haven't really set in stone yet, can't think about it until I know where I'm going for university.
I just made a huge dinner (and sliced part of my index finger in the process... oh well, no blood) and dad's home with the rolls so we can start =]
I'll check out all your blogs to get updates on where and what you're all up to.
<3 Forever and always
Lisa xx
Friday, January 2, 2009
It's funny, I used to be really picky about where I called "home" but now I don't think it matters that much, as long as it's a place you feel comfortable and in-sync with your environment. I don't mean to sound all tree huggy or anything, but like everything else, the term home is just a label so it doesn't really represent anything that doesn't already have a preconceived idea behind it.
Anyway, I've been inactive because... I sort of forgot about blogging while on break. Still got three more days to go and a lot of homework to do (is it just me, or does it seem like I'm always behind on my work?) because I left it all home when I went away.
On the 24th, we drove down to Baltimore and we met Tunan's dad and stepmom... we had dinner with them, the fish was really good. All tender and juicy heh.
And then we drove down to Atlanta, Georgia on the 25th (whoo, Christmas) and spent it with some family friends whom I did not know. It was kind of weird, they had a really typical Asian family... I mean, I don't usually believe in cast-in-mold stereotypes but all the people lived in nice two storey houses, and had two children who studied hard, did sports, played an instrument, and would go on to a nice college. Really very uninteresting.
We had dinner at some other Asian families house where I was felt up by some really hard-headed idiot who spoke like a troglodyte but got into MIT (go figure). I should rant about how it's stupid colleges accept people who can't even speak properly or form real sentences over those who are decent human beings and can function in a real life situation, but I wont. Haha.
We went to the Coca Cola factory on the 26th, I'll put up some photos on facebook later. As well as the CNN center where some hockey team was running a charity thing, the players were really amazing (obviously, if they're pro-hockey players). And the guy we were staying with made me show him my college essays... really awkward. He made me send my main one to his son for reference, I mean, I'm flattered, but what's he going to do with it? It's about me, so it's not like he could plaigerise it or anything.
Then on the 27th we drove down to Orlando, Florida. Dad and I had dinner at some Chinese-Mongolian restaurant where I became super addicted to their hot and sour soup, mum and Eddie were to tired so they stayed in the hotel (it's funny how no matter where we go, my parents always manage to pick Chinese restaurants to eat at, not that I'm complaining mind you, I love our food).
It was 27 freaking degrees in Florida... in winter! That shouldn't be allowed at all!
I must admit, I wasn't too much of a fan of Florida - because of the heat, the commercialism, and because stupid mosquitos bit me in pairs or triplets... five times!
We went to Epcot on the 28th, I was really disappointed because there were no rollercoasters and it was a blimmin' theme park. What sort of theme park doesn't have rollercoasters?! I'll put photos up later of this too if anyones interested.
Umm... then we had dinner at some pizza place, it was actually really nice considering I'm not a huge pizza person. Sometimes you just have to shovel a huge amount of grease into your body after a long tiring day of... themeparking.
Umm, the 29th we drove to Miami, Florida. Everyone there was super gorgeous and super tan and super toned... made me feel like a pudgy bread roll... white bread too, or corn bread, whatever. Oh well, I got sort of tanned because we stayed at the beach for a few hours (not sure if I like it or not - the tan, not the beach). Must say, Miami is really over-rated. The beaches in New Zealand are much better, if not much colder.
Had dinner at some steakhouse place where our waiter was really really nice. He was tall and blonde, and mum kept cracking jokes about either him checking me out or me checking him out. I bet it was because she secretly thought he was fit. Eddie however, thought he was gay. Dad decided to stay out of these conversations but tipped him extra because he gave us really good service.
On the 30th we drove, and drove, and drove, and drove, to Ashland, Virginia... it's near Richmond apparently. Stayed overnight. Fun stuff.
On the 31st we drove to DC, met up with Tunan's dad again for about an hour and then drove around DC. My parents got really pissed off at me because I wasn't interested in looking at the Lincoln memorial or the white house or whatever. But honestly, I couldn't be biffed. I was tired as hell, my back ached from being in the car every day for hours on end, and I wanted to go to New York and eat. So we went to New York and grocery shopped (because the Asian food there is better - more variety and a lot cheaper)... but we didn't get to eat because the winds were ridiculous and snow was falling.
Went home and had hot pot =] really good stuff that was.
And so brings us to today, the 1st of January 2009. A New Year... nothing new about me really, at all. This morning, went to Monika's house with Andrew to make Tristan's birthday video, and then I helped her mum with hors'deuvres (sp?) and we played with her little cousins for a bit. Got home at around 10pm... feel really bad for putting off schoolwork for so long.
Umm, what else? Oh, I'm having lunch with Monika and some graduated seniors from last year. And then there's Tristan's birthday party later on at night. I'll post about it later.
In other news, I gave this beautiful boy (Lee knows who I'm talking about) my cell at end of the school semester but he never called or texted me. Oh well, it's his loss.
And then there's this other guy I was good friends with but it got all awkward and such when I turned him down... the second time... urghhhhh... apparently we're still "friends" but we never talk anymore which completely sucks. Still going to his birthday though (read up if you haven't figured out the name yet).
Well... wish me luck... for this year =] let's hope it's better than the last.
And all the best to all of you for the New Year, most people are going off to varsity so it should be a really big change of pace and everything. You'll all do great and have tonnes of fun. Just don't go clubbing too much! Remember, sex is bad. Rape is illegal. And cocktails are good, but scotch is where it's really at.
Love,
Lisa xx
Anyway, I've been inactive because... I sort of forgot about blogging while on break. Still got three more days to go and a lot of homework to do (is it just me, or does it seem like I'm always behind on my work?) because I left it all home when I went away.
On the 24th, we drove down to Baltimore and we met Tunan's dad and stepmom... we had dinner with them, the fish was really good. All tender and juicy heh.
And then we drove down to Atlanta, Georgia on the 25th (whoo, Christmas) and spent it with some family friends whom I did not know. It was kind of weird, they had a really typical Asian family... I mean, I don't usually believe in cast-in-mold stereotypes but all the people lived in nice two storey houses, and had two children who studied hard, did sports, played an instrument, and would go on to a nice college. Really very uninteresting.
We had dinner at some other Asian families house where I was felt up by some really hard-headed idiot who spoke like a troglodyte but got into MIT (go figure). I should rant about how it's stupid colleges accept people who can't even speak properly or form real sentences over those who are decent human beings and can function in a real life situation, but I wont. Haha.
We went to the Coca Cola factory on the 26th, I'll put up some photos on facebook later. As well as the CNN center where some hockey team was running a charity thing, the players were really amazing (obviously, if they're pro-hockey players). And the guy we were staying with made me show him my college essays... really awkward. He made me send my main one to his son for reference, I mean, I'm flattered, but what's he going to do with it? It's about me, so it's not like he could plaigerise it or anything.
Then on the 27th we drove down to Orlando, Florida. Dad and I had dinner at some Chinese-Mongolian restaurant where I became super addicted to their hot and sour soup, mum and Eddie were to tired so they stayed in the hotel (it's funny how no matter where we go, my parents always manage to pick Chinese restaurants to eat at, not that I'm complaining mind you, I love our food).
It was 27 freaking degrees in Florida... in winter! That shouldn't be allowed at all!
I must admit, I wasn't too much of a fan of Florida - because of the heat, the commercialism, and because stupid mosquitos bit me in pairs or triplets... five times!
We went to Epcot on the 28th, I was really disappointed because there were no rollercoasters and it was a blimmin' theme park. What sort of theme park doesn't have rollercoasters?! I'll put photos up later of this too if anyones interested.
Umm... then we had dinner at some pizza place, it was actually really nice considering I'm not a huge pizza person. Sometimes you just have to shovel a huge amount of grease into your body after a long tiring day of... themeparking.
Umm, the 29th we drove to Miami, Florida. Everyone there was super gorgeous and super tan and super toned... made me feel like a pudgy bread roll... white bread too, or corn bread, whatever. Oh well, I got sort of tanned because we stayed at the beach for a few hours (not sure if I like it or not - the tan, not the beach). Must say, Miami is really over-rated. The beaches in New Zealand are much better, if not much colder.
Had dinner at some steakhouse place where our waiter was really really nice. He was tall and blonde, and mum kept cracking jokes about either him checking me out or me checking him out. I bet it was because she secretly thought he was fit. Eddie however, thought he was gay. Dad decided to stay out of these conversations but tipped him extra because he gave us really good service.
On the 30th we drove, and drove, and drove, and drove, to Ashland, Virginia... it's near Richmond apparently. Stayed overnight. Fun stuff.
On the 31st we drove to DC, met up with Tunan's dad again for about an hour and then drove around DC. My parents got really pissed off at me because I wasn't interested in looking at the Lincoln memorial or the white house or whatever. But honestly, I couldn't be biffed. I was tired as hell, my back ached from being in the car every day for hours on end, and I wanted to go to New York and eat. So we went to New York and grocery shopped (because the Asian food there is better - more variety and a lot cheaper)... but we didn't get to eat because the winds were ridiculous and snow was falling.
Went home and had hot pot =] really good stuff that was.
And so brings us to today, the 1st of January 2009. A New Year... nothing new about me really, at all. This morning, went to Monika's house with Andrew to make Tristan's birthday video, and then I helped her mum with hors'deuvres (sp?) and we played with her little cousins for a bit. Got home at around 10pm... feel really bad for putting off schoolwork for so long.
Umm, what else? Oh, I'm having lunch with Monika and some graduated seniors from last year. And then there's Tristan's birthday party later on at night. I'll post about it later.
In other news, I gave this beautiful boy (Lee knows who I'm talking about) my cell at end of the school semester but he never called or texted me. Oh well, it's his loss.
And then there's this other guy I was good friends with but it got all awkward and such when I turned him down... the second time... urghhhhh... apparently we're still "friends" but we never talk anymore which completely sucks. Still going to his birthday though (read up if you haven't figured out the name yet).
Well... wish me luck... for this year =] let's hope it's better than the last.
And all the best to all of you for the New Year, most people are going off to varsity so it should be a really big change of pace and everything. You'll all do great and have tonnes of fun. Just don't go clubbing too much! Remember, sex is bad. Rape is illegal. And cocktails are good, but scotch is where it's really at.
Love,
Lisa xx
Sunday, December 21, 2008
I am snowed in...
Great. there's about 20" of snow outside now, which indicates no school tomorrow. But I need school tomorrow, I need to get stuff done!
I have two canvases I need to bring home and finish working on, I have to take more videos to make a compilation for part of a friend's birthday present, I need to have that yearbook deadline so we can have a bake share! GAH. Damned snow. Never thought I'd say that.
Typing too high up gives my arm cramps *moves computer on to lap from dining table*... anyhow, all I've been doing this weekend is playing cards with my parents, watching movies, and eating. Yay. How superbly productive.
My jaw is not aligned right... that's why I talk and smile kinda crooked. It's starting to bother me now, it never used to. Hmm... and that one crooked tooth. Lol.
Also, the snow is preventing me from going out! I want to go buy stuff... D= go shop... what's the point in having no school if you can't do anything?!
The first couple of days of vegging weren't too bad, I enjoyed them. But now I feel like I need to do something =S Ugh, whatever...
How's Dunedin summer? haha... missing youse all
<3
Lisa
I have two canvases I need to bring home and finish working on, I have to take more videos to make a compilation for part of a friend's birthday present, I need to have that yearbook deadline so we can have a bake share! GAH. Damned snow. Never thought I'd say that.
Typing too high up gives my arm cramps *moves computer on to lap from dining table*... anyhow, all I've been doing this weekend is playing cards with my parents, watching movies, and eating. Yay. How superbly productive.
My jaw is not aligned right... that's why I talk and smile kinda crooked. It's starting to bother me now, it never used to. Hmm... and that one crooked tooth. Lol.
Also, the snow is preventing me from going out! I want to go buy stuff... D= go shop... what's the point in having no school if you can't do anything?!
The first couple of days of vegging weren't too bad, I enjoyed them. But now I feel like I need to do something =S Ugh, whatever...
How's Dunedin summer? haha... missing youse all
<3
Lisa
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Grammar Nazi and more
Poor grammar along with poor spelling is bothering me more and more nowadays, and I feel so hypocritical because I often make mistakes too... it's just the people who mix up their, there, they're, and you're, your... and a few others, but I wish I didn't pick up these spelling errors so that I wouldn't be greatly frustrated by them.
On a different subject, I feel so ready to move on from high school. There really is no attraction left for me there, even though I know I will miss it greatly once I'm in varsity and nothing is as easily accessible as it was in high school. I mean, it's not like I'm done being a kid yet, I still want to whine and act crazy and stupid all the time, but I feel like the high school atmosphere is just so limited. The way the people around me think and feel just don't coincide with the way I think and feel most of the time.
Eh... there's so much work I have to catch up on. Failing calculus (and by failing I mean I have a C but it's still really crap). Doing alright to well in other classes though, yay. Umm... yeah, not much to write about... been reading more fics lately (haha, the fictionpress ones) and it got me thinking. Why aren't there enough smart, funny, gorgeous, witty guys around me? Where are they?! If you're keeping the great guys locked up in a box all for yourself (whoever you are), you should be ashamed of yourself. Share. One is enough for each person!
Will not tangiate anymore,
lol (lots of love)
Lisa
On a different subject, I feel so ready to move on from high school. There really is no attraction left for me there, even though I know I will miss it greatly once I'm in varsity and nothing is as easily accessible as it was in high school. I mean, it's not like I'm done being a kid yet, I still want to whine and act crazy and stupid all the time, but I feel like the high school atmosphere is just so limited. The way the people around me think and feel just don't coincide with the way I think and feel most of the time.
Eh... there's so much work I have to catch up on. Failing calculus (and by failing I mean I have a C but it's still really crap). Doing alright to well in other classes though, yay. Umm... yeah, not much to write about... been reading more fics lately (haha, the fictionpress ones) and it got me thinking. Why aren't there enough smart, funny, gorgeous, witty guys around me? Where are they?! If you're keeping the great guys locked up in a box all for yourself (whoever you are), you should be ashamed of yourself. Share. One is enough for each person!
Will not tangiate anymore,
lol (lots of love)
Lisa
Sunday, December 14, 2008
Lisa lacks lipbalm
Sorry, the alliteration was too enthralling, I couldn't resist. Hee...
Anyhow, I stayed up 'til about 4 last night (this morning) talking to some people. And by some people I mean Andrew (ex-bf), Jesse (friend), and Tristan (also friend).
I proclaimed myself princess of the universe and then Andrew corrected me by saying I didn't want that because the universe wouldn't revolve around me as it is expanding away. Damn him and his stupid smart boy logic.
So Andrew and I are on talking terms again and it doesn't fell entirely awkward anymore (and yes, I'm well aware you read my blog entries AJ so this is officially telling you we're friends) - and I can make this official statement because I'm the princess of the solar system. Isn't life wonderful under my jurisdiction? (hahaha feel free to pelt me with tomatoes, though I'd prefer marshmallows as they are much softer and sweeter).
Hmm... Emily's birthday party was great, we watched the Dark Knight and played Clue. I had to leave in the first round of Clue coz dad showed up but it was still fun nonetheless. I didn't think I'd like batman, but I did... and Christian Bale is a hunk. =]
Was very comfortable seating too, with a really ridiculously soft blanket, Evan to lean on, and Tristan and Scott as footrests. And M&Ms, can't forget those.
So... I have about a week and a day and a half of school left before winter holidays yay! Not going to the Jay Chou concert because tickets are sold out =[ because I'm a lazy bum and couldn't be bothered getting them earlier.
Oh yes, and I'm out of lipbalm. I've never faced this dilemma before. I've always had more lipbalm than know what to do with but right now i've used all of the stuff I have (well... all of the stuff I will use because I'm allergic to a lot of lipbalm). For the record I use Yes to CarrotsTM (I don't know how to make the TM superscript).
Ermm... yeah, procrastinating homework right now ;) coz I'm super good at that.
<3
- Me
Anyhow, I stayed up 'til about 4 last night (this morning) talking to some people. And by some people I mean Andrew (ex-bf), Jesse (friend), and Tristan (also friend).
I proclaimed myself princess of the universe and then Andrew corrected me by saying I didn't want that because the universe wouldn't revolve around me as it is expanding away. Damn him and his stupid smart boy logic.
So Andrew and I are on talking terms again and it doesn't fell entirely awkward anymore (and yes, I'm well aware you read my blog entries AJ so this is officially telling you we're friends) - and I can make this official statement because I'm the princess of the solar system. Isn't life wonderful under my jurisdiction? (hahaha feel free to pelt me with tomatoes, though I'd prefer marshmallows as they are much softer and sweeter).
Hmm... Emily's birthday party was great, we watched the Dark Knight and played Clue. I had to leave in the first round of Clue coz dad showed up but it was still fun nonetheless. I didn't think I'd like batman, but I did... and Christian Bale is a hunk. =]
Was very comfortable seating too, with a really ridiculously soft blanket, Evan to lean on, and Tristan and Scott as footrests. And M&Ms, can't forget those.
So... I have about a week and a day and a half of school left before winter holidays yay! Not going to the Jay Chou concert because tickets are sold out =[ because I'm a lazy bum and couldn't be bothered getting them earlier.
Oh yes, and I'm out of lipbalm. I've never faced this dilemma before. I've always had more lipbalm than know what to do with but right now i've used all of the stuff I have (well... all of the stuff I will use because I'm allergic to a lot of lipbalm). For the record I use Yes to CarrotsTM (I don't know how to make the TM superscript).
Ermm... yeah, procrastinating homework right now ;) coz I'm super good at that.
<3
- Me
Saturday, December 6, 2008
What's happening in December? + Wisdom teeth
So my wisdom teeth have been coming in for the past week and giving me hell, haven't chewed on the left side of my mouth for ages =[ buut, it feels a little better today and I went to see the dentist who told me they could stay in because they're coming in nice and straight. Yay?
I got a new laptop for Christmas, for all those interested it's an HP Pavilion dv5-1138nr Entertainment Notebook PC. All I can say is that it's very shiny and very pretty and very fast =D and I love it lots. Again if anyone's interested the specs are:
RAM: 4GB
Hard drive: 250 GB
Processor: Intel(R) Core(TM)2 Duo CPU T5800 @ 2.0GHz
Operating system: 64-bit
And it's running on Windows Vista home premium
Hmmm what else is new? I'm really behind on a lot of hmwk so I should be doing that but knowing me... hahaha
Here are some dates to note for December (although this affects no one else):
9th - Boys next door (school play)
12th - Emily's birthday party
19th - Battle of the bands @ the Space (habitat for humanity fundraiser concert)
21st - Jay Chou concert at Mohegan Sun Arena @ 2am =D
23rd - Minimum day then winter holidays
25th - Going to Atlanta for winter vacation as well as Florida (Disneyland)??
back on maybe the 31st or so...
2nd Jan - Tristan's 18th at the Hyatt Hotel (excited!)
5th Jan - school starts again *death to education*
Yeah so this month looks pretty good, not sure if I can go to the Jay Chou concert though coz it's soon and the tickets may be sold out and its kinda expensive.
<3 you all and still (unsurprisingly) missing you guys heaps
Lisa
I got a new laptop for Christmas, for all those interested it's an HP Pavilion dv5-1138nr Entertainment Notebook PC. All I can say is that it's very shiny and very pretty and very fast =D and I love it lots. Again if anyone's interested the specs are:
RAM: 4GB
Hard drive: 250 GB
Processor: Intel(R) Core(TM)2 Duo CPU T5800 @ 2.0GHz
Operating system: 64-bit
And it's running on Windows Vista home premium
Hmmm what else is new? I'm really behind on a lot of hmwk so I should be doing that but knowing me... hahaha
Here are some dates to note for December (although this affects no one else):
9th - Boys next door (school play)
12th - Emily's birthday party
19th - Battle of the bands @ the Space (habitat for humanity fundraiser concert)
21st - Jay Chou concert at Mohegan Sun Arena @ 2am =D
23rd - Minimum day then winter holidays
25th - Going to Atlanta for winter vacation as well as Florida (Disneyland)??
back on maybe the 31st or so...
2nd Jan - Tristan's 18th at the Hyatt Hotel (excited!)
5th Jan - school starts again *death to education*
Yeah so this month looks pretty good, not sure if I can go to the Jay Chou concert though coz it's soon and the tickets may be sold out and its kinda expensive.
<3 you all and still (unsurprisingly) missing you guys heaps
Lisa
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
New blog
We've all seen this post before... Lisa has a new blog. Whoo... what's the difference this time?
I'm keeping this one!
This blog will be to update things about me =] and the other will just be my ramblings, rants, and angry curses at the world.
Link:
www.anarchistnexus.blogspot.com
(although Anna managed to find it without me flashing neon signs - not that I consider this a neon sign mind you. Okay, I'm just going to shut up now)
<3
You know who
I'm keeping this one!
This blog will be to update things about me =] and the other will just be my ramblings, rants, and angry curses at the world.
Link:
www.anarchistnexus.blogspot.com
(although Anna managed to find it without me flashing neon signs - not that I consider this a neon sign mind you. Okay, I'm just going to shut up now)
<3
You know who
Sunday, November 2, 2008
New Haircut
I don't know why it's the wrong way round, I guess I forgot to change the orientation. Blah, tilt your heads ninety degrees then :p
anyhow, that's the new haircut. Opinions? (and yes, I am a camwhore).
Saturday, November 1, 2008
The golden leaves outside are beautiful
I've finally finished applying to one University (Brown)... yay? I'm not sure how to feel, and I'm not sure if I want to get into Brown. Life would be so much easier if I stayed in New Zealand, purely because I'm familiar with the processes and everything - but easier may not be better right?
Anyhow, it is Autumn (or is it Winter? I don't know...) and the sun-ray illuminated leaves outside are gorgeous. I could stare at them for hours and yet I'm watching episodes of Gossip Girl online (what is wrong with me?)... no seriously, what's wrong with me?
This show is so superficial and yet I'm somewhat addicted to it like I'm addicted to Grey's Anatomy and House... wow, my life revolves around TV shows, it must be boring.
There's someone doing gardening across the road, I wish I could go over and help him even though I hate bugs and dirt. It would be something productive to do. Eh... on second thought, he's mowing the lawn and that's kinda boring.
Idk if I mentioned my turtles but I got two baby turtles, they're about 4cm in diameter each and they don't move very much but I presume that's because they're hibernating. My 3 shrimp are doing fine =] which means I haven't done anything wrong, a good thing because I haven't actually done anything for them.
Currently loving country music too... don't ask. It's good.
Hmm... spent Halloween at a friend's house watching old movies and then came home and ate my brother's trick-or-treat plounderings hehe. There's a party tonight but I don't think I'll go, it's just the usual group of people getting trashed and making fools of themselves.
Can't wait to get my liscence and drive to school instead of having to take the bus or getting picked up/dropped off by the parentals, it's really depressing to have to work to other people's schedules.
The painting of the girl that I did got plenty of recognition which is kinda cool, teachers and random students have come up to me telling me they love it. Makes up for the art block I'm currently going through.
No current news on the boy front, went to a movie a few weeks ago with this one guy (don't know if I've already said this or not - that's the trouble with irregular updating) anyway, he paid for the movie and drove. Made out in his car afterwards (no frission whatsoever). Barely any contact anymore. Hmm... cute boy in my bio class and another in my English class, both Jewish -sigh- our town is over-run with Jews. It's not necessarily a bad thing, just that there's only so much you can take of their snobbish ways. It's not just the Jews too, which brings me to my next point. Living here has made me so stereotypical and perhaps even racist. In a way it's because the people live up to their stereotypes but does that make stereotyping acceptable?
I hate my good qualities and flaws being attributed to my race. I'm who I am and it's not fucking because I'm Asian, thank you very much. I'm not ashamed to be asian, it's a part of who I am. But I am not smart because I'm Asian; I'm not artistically talented because I'm Asian; and just because I look Asian doesn't make it okay for people to continously point out that I am.
No one goes around pointing and going "Italian-American, Jew, Irish, British, Australian, Kiwi, Polish, Hungarian etc.", so just because we're easier to spot and distinguish, doesn't mean it's okay for people to do so.
God I'm so sick of this shit sometimes and yet I do it myself. I wish someone were here to slap me and tell me to be better than that.
Parents are with brother at some soccer parade because their team just won the state cup. Yay for him =]. Ugh... I know where my life is going and yet I feel like I don't really have direction.
I feel as if I'm in the identity foreclosure stage, where my goals and aspirations have been set and I'm on the road to meeting them but the goals and aspirations aren't mine. The problem is, I don't know if I'd be happy doing what I want and I really do not need the "I told you so" speech from my parents if it doesn't work out.
Fine arts would be a really risky industry to go into right now because of the depressed world economy... agh, whatever. I've been through this debate in my head and with my parents way too many times.
The grass that the guy is cutting across the road looks really good now.
Haha, that was such a disjointed thought.
Anyway, just going through a bit of an identity crises atm. Will get through it soon (hopefully :p).
Love, peace, and cookies.
-Lisa
Anyhow, it is Autumn (or is it Winter? I don't know...) and the sun-ray illuminated leaves outside are gorgeous. I could stare at them for hours and yet I'm watching episodes of Gossip Girl online (what is wrong with me?)... no seriously, what's wrong with me?
This show is so superficial and yet I'm somewhat addicted to it like I'm addicted to Grey's Anatomy and House... wow, my life revolves around TV shows, it must be boring.
There's someone doing gardening across the road, I wish I could go over and help him even though I hate bugs and dirt. It would be something productive to do. Eh... on second thought, he's mowing the lawn and that's kinda boring.
Idk if I mentioned my turtles but I got two baby turtles, they're about 4cm in diameter each and they don't move very much but I presume that's because they're hibernating. My 3 shrimp are doing fine =] which means I haven't done anything wrong, a good thing because I haven't actually done anything for them.
Currently loving country music too... don't ask. It's good.
Hmm... spent Halloween at a friend's house watching old movies and then came home and ate my brother's trick-or-treat plounderings hehe. There's a party tonight but I don't think I'll go, it's just the usual group of people getting trashed and making fools of themselves.
Can't wait to get my liscence and drive to school instead of having to take the bus or getting picked up/dropped off by the parentals, it's really depressing to have to work to other people's schedules.
The painting of the girl that I did got plenty of recognition which is kinda cool, teachers and random students have come up to me telling me they love it. Makes up for the art block I'm currently going through.
No current news on the boy front, went to a movie a few weeks ago with this one guy (don't know if I've already said this or not - that's the trouble with irregular updating) anyway, he paid for the movie and drove. Made out in his car afterwards (no frission whatsoever). Barely any contact anymore. Hmm... cute boy in my bio class and another in my English class, both Jewish -sigh- our town is over-run with Jews. It's not necessarily a bad thing, just that there's only so much you can take of their snobbish ways. It's not just the Jews too, which brings me to my next point. Living here has made me so stereotypical and perhaps even racist. In a way it's because the people live up to their stereotypes but does that make stereotyping acceptable?
I hate my good qualities and flaws being attributed to my race. I'm who I am and it's not fucking because I'm Asian, thank you very much. I'm not ashamed to be asian, it's a part of who I am. But I am not smart because I'm Asian; I'm not artistically talented because I'm Asian; and just because I look Asian doesn't make it okay for people to continously point out that I am.
No one goes around pointing and going "Italian-American, Jew, Irish, British, Australian, Kiwi, Polish, Hungarian etc.", so just because we're easier to spot and distinguish, doesn't mean it's okay for people to do so.
God I'm so sick of this shit sometimes and yet I do it myself. I wish someone were here to slap me and tell me to be better than that.
Parents are with brother at some soccer parade because their team just won the state cup. Yay for him =]. Ugh... I know where my life is going and yet I feel like I don't really have direction.
I feel as if I'm in the identity foreclosure stage, where my goals and aspirations have been set and I'm on the road to meeting them but the goals and aspirations aren't mine. The problem is, I don't know if I'd be happy doing what I want and I really do not need the "I told you so" speech from my parents if it doesn't work out.
Fine arts would be a really risky industry to go into right now because of the depressed world economy... agh, whatever. I've been through this debate in my head and with my parents way too many times.
The grass that the guy is cutting across the road looks really good now.
Haha, that was such a disjointed thought.
Anyway, just going through a bit of an identity crises atm. Will get through it soon (hopefully :p).
Love, peace, and cookies.
-Lisa
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